HO HO~~ i finished uni for the rest of this year~! right now is the furthest i have until i go back to study, and the feeling is good.
Shum tonight was extremely important and made me rethink that i was doing it all for nothing. nothing is done for nothing!! do you know what i have learnt this year? that humans speak with their mouths the things they would love to strive to be, such as efficient, kind, studious, pure etc. but as usual, while the spirit is willing, the flesh is weak. hence when they see and come to contact with such pro-active aspirations, such as a student that studies hard, or someone who is good at saving money, they are most likely to scoff, be jealous or be annoyed. it shouldnt make you feel crap, it should be an inspiration. what is wrong with trying so hard? truly humble people are hated by the proud, but what happens in the end? like if a guy at church would say to me, i think what you are wearing is too revealing or ¾ßÇØ i would probably cringe with annoyance, think bitter thoughts, but truly on the inside that is the kind of man i would (and should) marry.
that is why a christian should strive so hard at everything. i am filled with indignence when i hear people scoff at try-hards. i think dags are cool! lets fight the worldly tide together, comrades~
one day the firsts will be last and the lasts will be first.
- posted by Bonnie @ 4:07 pm